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Used to hate the summer, put a sweater on
used to hide my body, now i'm getting on
felt like an impostor, now the feeling's gone
and i was dead just like you, now i'm getting on
made myself blue when i was loveless
and now i'm so loved i feel lovesick
and i feel so alive
and everyone i know on earth is here
everyone i love on earth is here
(everyone that i love is already in love)
at mercer summit block party, mercer summit block party
(june 6th 2018, lately i can go from feeling like a super being to the depths of my despair without warning or reason. like today i woke up with austin and jade feeling and looking great and within hours became vaguely depressed and worthless i don't know why we have six shows booked but none of them are festivals and i feel once again i am at a standstill in seattle there is no visible walls to break through i am simply not COOL ENOUGH to exist but last night i felt invincible now i want to hang myself like kate spade hang yourself like kate spade hang yourself like kate spade everybody loves you)
There's a dancer in the blackest part of my eye
i've never seen before
she tells me i don't need to try
like i've been trying my entire life
it's the feeling of a brand new skirt
i've never worn before
it tells me i don't need to try
to kill myself another time
what happens when this beauty wears away?
am i allowed to stop feeling this way?
euphoria is dysphoria is euphoria is dysphoria
cause you're in love with me and i'm in love with the thought of being you
euphoria is dysphoria is euphoria is dysphoria
cause you're in love with me and i'm in love with the thought of being you
there's a soft spot in the blackest part of my avocado soul
i've never touched before
it tells me to be vulnerable
to be a little more like her
what happens when this high withers away someday?
i can't go but i really can't stay
euphoria is dysphoria is euphoria is dysphoria
cause you're in love with me and i'm in love with the thought of being you
euphoria is dysphoria is euphoria is dysphoria
cause you're in love with me and i'm in love with the thought of being you
give me your face and i'll put it on a t-shirt
i'll put it on a t-shirt
so you know you're loved, but it's not enough
give me your face and i'll put it on a t-shirt
i'll put it on a t-shirt
cause you're a star, wherever you are
give me your face and i'll put it on a t-shirt
i'll put it on a t-shirt
so you know you're loved, but it's not enough
give me your face and i'll put it on a t-shirt
i'll put it on a t-shirt
cause you're a star, wherever you are
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I know i'm dead on arrival
but i think you'll like me better when i'm gone
trade in my broken record for a hit
a new aesthetic from a hexagon
do i get another chance
to be your failed phenomenon
i promise you it's worth the trip
you'll never get a second senior prom
tell me the truth am i cool enough?
am i cool enough?
am i cool enough for your love?
tell me the truth am i cool enough?
am i cool enough?
am i cool enough for your love?
i know my character's contrived
but i could write this any way i want
i've got the range of an arena:
manic/depressive/nonchalant
how much do you care?
have you bought into my hype yet?
are you bored of blowing gum?
cause i'm winter fresh tonight
tell me the truth am i cool enough?
am i cool enough?
am i cool enough for your love?
tell me the truth am i cool enough?
am i cool enough?
am i cool enough for your love?
boys and girls and theys and thems
we're fighting over scraps
fighting over scraps
losing to the trap
we're chewing chewed up bubblegum
we're dying in this scene
drugs and listerine
how embarrassing!!!
tell me the truth am i cool enough?
am i cool enough?
am i cool enough for your love?
tell me the truth am i cool enough?
am i cool enough?
am i cool enough for your love?
for your love for your love for your love?
for your love for your love for your love?
for your love for your love for your love?
(I don't think so)
for your love?
for your love for your love for your love?
for your love for your love for your love?
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You say you love me every time you see me
but you don't remember the next time
you think you know me every time you touch me
but i'm not your type
(i'm not your type i'm not your type i'm not your type)
not tonight
(not tonight not tonight not tonight)
and i'm not looking
for anything or anyone
looking for a good time
and i'm not waiting
for anyone to come around
and make me think i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
(DON'T EVER TALK TO ME LIKE THAT AGAIN)
DoNormaal:
taste for me
is if i have a good time
(have a good time have a good time)
the only way for me
is if i have a good time
(have a good time have a good time)
me regardless, i don't count the stars
the departed always in our hearts
we get started but don't go too far
on my own where you can't find me
i'm all alone olly oxen free
from all the drones and the pay's not cheap
but you're not looking
(taste for me)
i'm visibly invisible
(as if i have a good time, have a good time)
doing a performance
yeah i'm still out here
(the only way for me)
i'm visibly invisible
(as if i have a good time, have a good time)
living out my best life
all alone
(DON'T EVER TALK TO ME LIKE THAT AGAIN)
and i'm not looking
for anything or anyone
looking for a good time
and i'm not waiting
for anyone to come around
and make me think i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
i know i'm worth it
(DON'T EVER TALK TO ME LIKE THAT AGAIN)
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Scorpio eyes
04:08
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you like my scorpio eyes
the way i need to cry
in a public place, in this torn-up lace, make it a big disgrace
i hate this lemon sky
the way it makes me lie
in your pretty face, i wouldn't leave a trace of how denial tastes
i think i'm ready now
to stop fucking around
i'm not fucking around
i think i'm ready now
to stop fucking around
i'm not fucking around
you're so mercurial
when everything's in retrograde
then you go to space and i'm left displaced i fucking hate this place
i think i'm ready now
to stop fucking around
i'm not fucking around
i think i'm ready now
to stop fucking around
i'm not fucking around
i think i'm ready now
to stop fucking around
i'm not fucking around
i think i'm ready now
to stop fucking around
i'm not fucking around
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Conditioner
04:14
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if i could take a pill and be somebody else, i'd take it
cause there's always an afterparty after all the other parties
i get drunk on bleach because you like me when i'm wasted
it's all for your entertainment, i'm hoping you can tell
i'm trying so hard, so hard until i break
dripping in conditioner, wishing i was cool as her
are you looking at me or are you seeing what you want to see?
you're seeing what you want to see
it's just the drugs again
were you looking for me or am i standing in the way again?
i'm standing in the way again
i'm sweating out the shame...
if i could take your hand take you away from here, i'd waste it
like everything i get it twisted up in every stolen kiss and
i can change my hair but i can't hide from you, i'm naked
everyone around can see this anxiety
i'm gonna get lost, get lost inside a crowd
dripping in conditioner, you're not who i thought you were
are you looking at me or are you seeing what you want to see?
you're seeing what you want to see
it's just the drugs again
were you looking for me or am i standing in the way again?
i'm standing in the way again
i'm sweating out the shame...
are you looking at me or are you seeing what you want to see?
you're seeing what you want to see
it's just the drugs again
were you looking for me or am i standing in the way again?
i'm standing in the way again
i'm sweating out the shame...
and bi the way bi the way bi the way
i'm going the other way tonight
bi the way bi the way bi the way
i'm going the other way tonight
and bi the way bi the way bi the way
i'm going the other way tonight
and bi the way bi the way bi the way
i'm going the other way tonight
(are you looking at me or are you seeing what you want to see?
you're seeing what you want to see
it's just the drugs again
were you looking for me or am i standing in the way again?
i'm standing in the way again
i'm sweating out the shame)
and i love her and i love him
i'm addicted to everything that makes me feel like shit
and i love her and i love him
i'm in love with everything that makes me feel like this
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CCCHOKEMEE
03:25
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Horoscopes can get horrific when it comes to you and me
and i can't go after what i want without imploding masterfully
my mania is making me a little overconfident,
a little too accomplished with, how close i've drawn you in...
HOT FLASH in a dive bar, another one in the pan (FRIED!)
three's a crowd when you can't be alone
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
Sex talk's too punk rock, i'd rather take your jazz
you said the two of you are going home alone
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
Tattoos are a tell-tale sign that you have other thems to see
my public image isn't enough to keep you interested in me
cause inside i'm a flower girl, a bouquet of fragility,
a handful of hyperbole, i've hidden all this time...
HOT FLASH in a dive bar, another one in the pan (FRIED!)
three's a crowd when you can't be alone
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
Sex talk's too punk rock, i'd rather take your jazz
you said the two of you are going home alone
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
and if we're friends that's just fine
yeah, it happens all the time
and i know neither of you are mine
so tell me why you told me to choke you
tell me why you told me to choke you
tell me why you told me to choke you
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Everything is terrible
03:26
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Am i an experiment?
or do i really exist?
am i your amusement??
i thought these trix were for kids (and i'm too fucking old)
you want them to notice, make them roll around in bed
fuck who they took home, secretly wanting you instead
they see a faggot, you need to get it through your head...
they don't like you they don't like you
they all want you dead
SO WHY AM I STILL HERE?
SO WHY AM I STILL HERE?
SO WHY AM I STILL HERE?
SO WHY AM I STILL HERE?
"Bring your guitar to the party!!!!"
tonight you'll wear the crown of clowns
liquor you up till you're stupid
we'll photograph you falling down (and put in on the gram)
i'm not your experiment, been down this road before
took a turn at self-loathing, it fucked me to the core
i'm not an experience that you can put into a song
you don't like me you don't like me
you string me along
SO WHY DO I STILL CARE?
WHY DO I STILL CARE?
SO WHY DO I STILL CARE?
WHY DO I STILL CARE?
you want them to notice, make them roll around in bed
fuck who they took home, secretly wanting you instead
they see a faggot, you need to get it through your head...
they don't like you they don't like you
they all want you dead
they don't like you they don't like you
they all want you dead
they don't like you they don't like you
they all want you dead
they don't like you they don't like you
they all want you dead
they don't like you they don't like you
they all want you dead
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD
THEY DON'T LIKE YOU THEY DON'T LIKE YOU
THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD!!!!!
don't say you love me
every time you see me
i won't remember
the next time
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You don't want me
04:34
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Danny Denial Seattle, Washington
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